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I had a similar thought process going on. Go read it if you haven't already. http://www.awrm.org/ubb/ultimatebb.php?ubb=get_topic;f=22;t=000509;p=1#000003

Hang in there, brother. God is there - bottom line. Remember the story of the firey furnace? wink


"In the beginning of a change the patriot is a scarce man, and brave, and hated and scorned. When his cause succeeds, the timid join him, for then it costs nothing to be a patriot". Mark Twain - 1904